i thought my blog no one will visit at all.
eh.....still got!
wonderful n thanks!
looking at the old posted blog's date,
is been a year i didn't post any news about me,
it show that i really don't know what have i doing the past whole year.
very bad n sad,rite?
anyway i still arive in this world.
just lost for a moment,
just take time to find myself,
just take time to find myway.
now........
i also not yet ready for all,
but........
better then before,
at least...........
i know to write down some things here.
to tell everyone that care for me,
i still fine,
no need so worry about me,
it show again,
time always is the good medicine for recovering.
i will b back again to tell everybody,
i am better,
i will,
be confidence for me,
c u guys soon,
this will b only hope for me.........
2010年8月3日星期二
2009年6月12日星期五
hi n hai.......
so long didn't show up in my blogger alrdy.
any one miss me?
i don't think so,rite?
nearly i have been so busy n feel very down.
everyday rush for complete a dayly routine.
until i got no feel at all most of the time.
scare to think for the future.
just past a day by day n hope no big thing happen.
don't know what am i doing now.
wish to have a holiday,
which i can carry my bag n go for walk.
try to stay away form what i having now.
can that day can come true to me soon?
let's make a wish for me,please!
any one miss me?
i don't think so,rite?
nearly i have been so busy n feel very down.
everyday rush for complete a dayly routine.
until i got no feel at all most of the time.
scare to think for the future.
just past a day by day n hope no big thing happen.
don't know what am i doing now.
wish to have a holiday,
which i can carry my bag n go for walk.
try to stay away form what i having now.
can that day can come true to me soon?
let's make a wish for me,please!
2008年10月30日星期四
How to help?
Sitting inside the car on the way back home, along the way T keep on driving n talk non stop at the phone,suddenly phone off by itself..........
T: Help me to change my handphone bateries.
C: O.k.
After change the bateries n on the phone.....
C: Eh,why it said need to put in sim card......(T grab away the phone)
T: Why you like that,ask u to do something for me also so difficult.
C: I just change it only as you said.
T: See,all my memories on the phone just now had been delete.
C: I really didn't touch any other button.
T: you always make things worse.
C: i..................(T continue talk to the phone, n just left C sitting quitely until reach home)
Sitting inside the car on the way back home, along the way T keep on driving n talk non stop at the phone,suddenly phone off by itself..........
T: Help me to change my handphone bateries.
C: O.k.
After change the bateries n on the phone.....
C: Eh,why it said need to put in sim card......(T grab away the phone)
T: Why you like that,ask u to do something for me also so difficult.
C: I just change it only as you said.
T: See,all my memories on the phone just now had been delete.
C: I really didn't touch any other button.
T: you always make things worse.
C: i..................(T continue talk to the phone, n just left C sitting quitely until reach home)
2008年10月28日星期二
Waiting for you......
the clock on the wall showing the time 5:20.
T: can i come to fecth u at 5:30?
C: i need to check with my head first.
T: i call back u to confirm.
5:25........
T: can u come out wait for me at 5:30?
C: yes.
T: I on the way now.
5:30.......
T: I outside already,why u still not coming out?
C: please wait for me,still got a few customers need to serve.
T: I am rushing the time now,i already told u what.
C: Yes,i know. Will come out soon.
T: ..........(phone hung up)
5:39.......
C try her best n run out to meet T.But when she reach outside, she didn't see any body there.
She call his phone,no body answer.She then walk back to the work place.
K: hey,what happen u back again?
C: T went away already.
K: Why he went away so fast?Can he wait for u a while?
C: .........(just laugh at her collage,n don't know how to answer.)
6:00......
Fil: I 'am out waitting u,T ask me to send u back first.
C: o.k.
9:45....
T: Why u still not sleep yet?sleep early,i need to go out meet customer again.
C: O.k..
Watching T went out again,just don't know what else that need to said................
A few days past by.
In the morning.
T: Please make sure u can come out at 6 sharp.
C: ok.
5:30....
T:I still not yet finish my work,can u wait for me there until 7:30?
C: o.k.
7:45...
M: Are T on the way come to fetch you?
C: Yes,may be trafic jam.
8:15...
M: Hey,T still not yet come,lah.
C:Hpoe that he won't break his record.
M: How long is T's record?
C: 3 hour n 50 min.
M:Ha.......
9:00...
M: U better call him,lo.
C: Are u come to fecth me?
T: Yes,still got little bit to chat with the customer.
C: ok.
10:00....
M: We want to go back already,lah.
C: No need to wait for me,u all go back first.
10:20.....
U: T not free to come,he ask me to come fecth u n sent u back.
C: thanks.
3:00a.m....
T: hey,u still not sleep yet,the shirt customer just want to drink only.Didn't talk about the point
project.So sleepy now.Good night!
C: ..............................................................................
the clock on the wall showing the time 5:20.
T: can i come to fecth u at 5:30?
C: i need to check with my head first.
T: i call back u to confirm.
5:25........
T: can u come out wait for me at 5:30?
C: yes.
T: I on the way now.
5:30.......
T: I outside already,why u still not coming out?
C: please wait for me,still got a few customers need to serve.
T: I am rushing the time now,i already told u what.
C: Yes,i know. Will come out soon.
T: ..........(phone hung up)
5:39.......
C try her best n run out to meet T.But when she reach outside, she didn't see any body there.
She call his phone,no body answer.She then walk back to the work place.
K: hey,what happen u back again?
C: T went away already.
K: Why he went away so fast?Can he wait for u a while?
C: .........(just laugh at her collage,n don't know how to answer.)
6:00......
Fil: I 'am out waitting u,T ask me to send u back first.
C: o.k.
9:45....
T: Why u still not sleep yet?sleep early,i need to go out meet customer again.
C: O.k..
Watching T went out again,just don't know what else that need to said................
A few days past by.
In the morning.
T: Please make sure u can come out at 6 sharp.
C: ok.
5:30....
T:I still not yet finish my work,can u wait for me there until 7:30?
C: o.k.
7:45...
M: Are T on the way come to fetch you?
C: Yes,may be trafic jam.
8:15...
M: Hey,T still not yet come,lah.
C:Hpoe that he won't break his record.
M: How long is T's record?
C: 3 hour n 50 min.
M:Ha.......
9:00...
M: U better call him,lo.
C: Are u come to fecth me?
T: Yes,still got little bit to chat with the customer.
C: ok.
10:00....
M: We want to go back already,lah.
C: No need to wait for me,u all go back first.
10:20.....
U: T not free to come,he ask me to come fecth u n sent u back.
C: thanks.
3:00a.m....
T: hey,u still not sleep yet,the shirt customer just want to drink only.Didn't talk about the point
project.So sleepy now.Good night!
C: ..............................................................................
2008年7月7日星期一
2008年7月6日星期日
"Tomorrow will be a what days?"
Day past by non stop, and i still waiting,waiting to get some good news....................
i understand i can't be like that waiting,but i promise myself i give myself a due date.
when over the due date,i still can't get any decision from him,then i will be the one make my own decision.
my days is difficult to pass,but his also more suffer then i.
that's y i don't want to add more problem for him.i hope he also will do that to me.
he is difficult to make all the decision now,i understand.
he also had no confidence of what to do now,so do i.
but i got due date for that,i don't want to let all the things get continually worse.
i should made my own decision and don't depend on him.
just let him take his time.................................
i understand i can't be like that waiting,but i promise myself i give myself a due date.
when over the due date,i still can't get any decision from him,then i will be the one make my own decision.
my days is difficult to pass,but his also more suffer then i.
that's y i don't want to add more problem for him.i hope he also will do that to me.
he is difficult to make all the decision now,i understand.
he also had no confidence of what to do now,so do i.
but i got due date for that,i don't want to let all the things get continually worse.
i should made my own decision and don't depend on him.
just let him take his time.................................
2008年6月20日星期五
"Do u understand the meaning of worry?"
Wake up late in the morning,not sleeping well last night.
Today need to go fetch L,he will be back afternoon.
N: Where are you now?
L: Still very far from penang.
N: So about what time u will be reach?
L: May be after one.
N: Then i cook lunch for you to eat when you home.
L: Can also.
N: Bye.
(After finish cooking........)
L: What are you doing now?
N: Just finish cook and want to go take bath before go fetching you.
L: No need to hurry,just take your time,some more i still not yet reach Jawi yet.
N: O.k.
L: Let you know when i reach the bridge.
N: O.k.
(Half way driving to the bus terminal.......)
L: Where are you now?
N: Just leaving the house.
L: I reach the bus terminal already.
N: Where to pick you up?
L: At the front gate.
N: O.k.
(One more turning,will reach there..........)
L: Hey,where are you already?
N: One more turning will reach there.
L: Why took you so long!
N: I drive slowly.
L: So short distance you also need to take so long!
N: I use those way that no need to past so much traffic light.
L: No,need what!
N: Can i talk to u later,i am driving now.
L: ........................
(Reach the bus terminal................)
L: Where you drive to,ha!
N: I take the wrong way.
L: So short distance,you also can make mistake and take the wrong way.
N:..........................
L: Some more take phone and always didn't listen to the call.
N:..........................
L: Always like that!
N:.........................
L: Got phone must be more responsible to it,lah.
N:.........................
L: And please don't put your phone on silence,then didn't listen it when people call you.
N:........................
L: You always put your phone up stair and you go down stair doing your work.If not,you put it in room and you in another room.
N:..........................
L: DO you understand what the feeling of people that call you?
N:.........................
L: May be you will think that people call you is not important!
N:.........................
L: Please take time to think about it.
N:..........................
L: Do you know every time i out station,I will be worry?
N:.........................
L: You just thought that is small problem to let some body that care you worry.
N:.........................
L: Where you all Young didn't use the brain to think,ha!
N:.........................
L: Every time let the old people worry about you.
N:.........................
L: Last night also,just sms me u home only.
N: I very sleepy and headache.
L: I ask you to call me when the time you want to leave,what?
N: I want to call you and you call back me already.
L: That time you said you already reach the junction.I told you the give me a call when you want to leave,ma.
N: ...........................
L: I know you bring up in a family that not so caring about you,but you now are growing older,you need to think about the people that care about you.
N:............................
L: I not means to always want you to report to me all the time.But at lease you reply all the sms i give you what.
N:...........................
L: You always like to just look at the sms and not try to reply.Don't you know people that sms you sure want some reply form you.If not ,what for they sms you,money too much,r?
N:..........................
L: Last night,i received your sms and i call you,you also didn't answer the call.Let me so worry,until i call the house and wake dad up to comfirm that you already at home.
N: I really very tired and fall asleep.
L: That's why i thought you not to put your phone on silent.
N:........................
L: You all always make me worry.When the time i angry,then said me showing temper.
N: Who else make you angry?
L: Who else,my cousin,again,lo.Give me shit things again when the time i reach bus terminal.
N:........................... (O,that's why you so angry and in bad mood.)
Today need to go fetch L,he will be back afternoon.
N: Where are you now?
L: Still very far from penang.
N: So about what time u will be reach?
L: May be after one.
N: Then i cook lunch for you to eat when you home.
L: Can also.
N: Bye.
(After finish cooking........)
L: What are you doing now?
N: Just finish cook and want to go take bath before go fetching you.
L: No need to hurry,just take your time,some more i still not yet reach Jawi yet.
N: O.k.
L: Let you know when i reach the bridge.
N: O.k.
(Half way driving to the bus terminal.......)
L: Where are you now?
N: Just leaving the house.
L: I reach the bus terminal already.
N: Where to pick you up?
L: At the front gate.
N: O.k.
(One more turning,will reach there..........)
L: Hey,where are you already?
N: One more turning will reach there.
L: Why took you so long!
N: I drive slowly.
L: So short distance you also need to take so long!
N: I use those way that no need to past so much traffic light.
L: No,need what!
N: Can i talk to u later,i am driving now.
L: ........................
(Reach the bus terminal................)
L: Where you drive to,ha!
N: I take the wrong way.
L: So short distance,you also can make mistake and take the wrong way.
N:..........................
L: Some more take phone and always didn't listen to the call.
N:..........................
L: Always like that!
N:.........................
L: Got phone must be more responsible to it,lah.
N:.........................
L: And please don't put your phone on silence,then didn't listen it when people call you.
N:........................
L: You always put your phone up stair and you go down stair doing your work.If not,you put it in room and you in another room.
N:..........................
L: DO you understand what the feeling of people that call you?
N:.........................
L: May be you will think that people call you is not important!
N:.........................
L: Please take time to think about it.
N:..........................
L: Do you know every time i out station,I will be worry?
N:.........................
L: You just thought that is small problem to let some body that care you worry.
N:.........................
L: Where you all Young didn't use the brain to think,ha!
N:.........................
L: Every time let the old people worry about you.
N:.........................
L: Last night also,just sms me u home only.
N: I very sleepy and headache.
L: I ask you to call me when the time you want to leave,what?
N: I want to call you and you call back me already.
L: That time you said you already reach the junction.I told you the give me a call when you want to leave,ma.
N: ...........................
L: I know you bring up in a family that not so caring about you,but you now are growing older,you need to think about the people that care about you.
N:............................
L: I not means to always want you to report to me all the time.But at lease you reply all the sms i give you what.
N:...........................
L: You always like to just look at the sms and not try to reply.Don't you know people that sms you sure want some reply form you.If not ,what for they sms you,money too much,r?
N:..........................
L: Last night,i received your sms and i call you,you also didn't answer the call.Let me so worry,until i call the house and wake dad up to comfirm that you already at home.
N: I really very tired and fall asleep.
L: That's why i thought you not to put your phone on silent.
N:........................
L: You all always make me worry.When the time i angry,then said me showing temper.
N: Who else make you angry?
L: Who else,my cousin,again,lo.Give me shit things again when the time i reach bus terminal.
N:........................... (O,that's why you so angry and in bad mood.)
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