"Important?"

Morning reach office, X found that beside taking cell phone,all other things forgot to bring.No key for open the office, no bring purse,no i/c,no driving lessen,no note book...............



Call back tell Y to bring for her if he not yet left home.Y promise to bring for her later.....



Since rush out,not yet take breakfast, feel so hungry n X plan to go coffee shop for buy something to eat.Then notice no bring purse where got money? X found 2 red packed in bag.....



Usually X don't open red packed in 15 days of new year,but since there is all the money X have,so she open it n go buy breakfast.



Y promise to bring all the things for X at lunch time.So she wait...............



Lunch hour past, tea-break time also past,only dinner time Y came..........



Y : Very hungry,no have time to take lunch.Have u bought lunch for me?

X : Yes.Have u take my things for me?

Y : Got,but all in car, u go get it yr self, I'm too tired to go bring for u.

X : O.k.

Y : Every thing fine today?

X : Yes.When i want to go buy food,then only i realice that i only got left 2 red packed in my

bag,so i open it to use.

Y : ( Very angry n shout).Why u like that? Tell u alrdy can't not use the money for this 2

red packed.

X : I got no money alrdy,so i use it.

Y : U can borrow from other people what! So many people u can borrow, why u don't borrow?

X : I thought can use it first,so no need to borrow from other people,loh.

Y : O.k.If u said like that i take yr married ring to sell for money n buy another same for u when i got money.loh! Is it the same?

X : Is just red packed n i will put back the same amount money back for u.

Y : U don't understand,is it?the meaning is not same,alrdy.

X : I know i alrdy use it,tom i give back u o.k?

Y : NO point alrdy.

X : .............................

Y : Said like that only u start to cry!I know u 7 years alrdy, every time when i complaine the wrong things that u had made, u sure b like that.

X : .............................

Y : Keep quite only, if any things i said u don't agree! say out!

X : ............................

Y : I know my voice is lound, but every things i said is it wrong?

X : ............................

Y : Did u know every time u like that, i will b more angry n can't concerntrate on doing my work n when driving?

X : ...........................

Y : U said u will change this bad habbit, have u change?I had give u so many years to change, have u improve? No, getting worse!

X : ............................

Y : don't u feel that i had control so much of my voice n no shouting at u so much alrdy?

X : It is bcos the time both of us together getting less n less.......

Y : I need to pay more attention on my job,if not where can get money!

X : Those time u left for us always end with quarel............

Y : Yes, then every time u will keep quite n know cry only,then pretand not thing happen tom morning. Problem not solve yet, just keep delay!

X : ...........................

Y : Did u know? I will became mad every time when u keep quite n cry like that? Can't u change this habbit?

X : ..............................

Y : o.k i keep quite, i got nothing to say any more.



Sending X a way home with no conversation, but only with tear..................



Both couple ending the chinese valentine day with lound voice n tear.

where am i?

Any body here? I still stuck in the lost world.Urgently need help!



Who can b a candle that try to show me my way? For now,i just need a little light that can let me c myself. I can't c my self now..............



Every night i can't even sleep well, keep awake so often.Until i feel like:

at night - i keep awake suddenly, fall sleep n awake........

day time - i past my time like in dream, don't what had i did n don't remember what i done.......

what am i writing now?...............

Where is the "New Year Feel"???

How come i didn't feel the new year mood at all?? Am i still alive?
Anyway, I don't like new year!

I very busy at new year,don't know y? I will b more tired compare to normal days.

Sometimes i really can't remember how i past all the time.....................................

Try to enjoy every days, but end up with no feelling at all.

I wonder is it got brain in my head? How come i always feel nothing????

Am i on the way to b crazy? or on the way to..................

can any body tell me, what happen to me?I keep asking my self,i can't find the answer.........

I am lost...........................................

In a world thats no body r there, i can't even find my self there also..................

Some time feel like shut down all the systerm or restart again....

Where is my candle thats show me the ways? The way that i really need to walk.............

I c nothing in here, not even myself..............

I got no idea what i doing, where r me,who r me???????????????

Really tired, very tired, want to rest, but how????????