This few days so many things happen and need to settle.One of it is my grandma case.
Admit in hospital at Tuesday and discharge at Wednesday.Looking at her suffer from sick make me sad.
At so old age and not in a healthy condition is a sad case.Plus all the children not so focus on is really a sad thing.
Looking at her,i really hope that i no need to live until so old and in not a healthy position.Old people will said if u got children,they will take care of you when you old.But now a day,how many children will do that?Only 1 child will do that out of 10 families.
I'm not saying not to give birth,just don't put so much hope on the children.Just look at my grandma,in her old age and when the time she is sick,all her children can't take care of her and just look at her in suffer.
Every celebrations of mother day and father day,i will feel bad.I can't bring my parents go for a good meal and buy them some present because i can't afford.what i can do is just buy some things back and cook a simple dish for them.that's make me feel sad.Why when small,parent can take care of us as so many of us and when their old age,we can't take care them nicely.
I not means that need to buy them expensive things,but at least can bring them to have a nice meal and give them some money to buy their things they like.Feel so bad,so bad.
2008年6月12日星期四
2008年6月3日星期二
"Is that friends for?"
T: All the friends only know take care of they own thing only.
C: If there didn't take care of them self first,would u always take care them?
T: No,but at least let people know what r they doing or busy for,ma!
C: They may be just busy or doing some thing important.
T: Busy until can't answer call,if that people dying,no need to save,lo!
C: If that person dying,is it better he/she call 999,better then call friend?
T: Especially those just got boy friend or girl friend,more worse!
C: They sure will be more concentrate on their partner,what.
T: Got couple,not need friends already,lah!
C: Yes,u also need.But when the started time in love,sure they will be more close,what!
some more for those who just first time fall in love,u also been thru what.
T: U can see i not like that,what!
C: Every one not the same,lah.Don't you put all of them as you.
T: Why they take it so important then rather friends?
C: Because couple is to live together forever,and friends not most of the time need to be gather.
T: But you also need friends,what!
C: Yes,every one need friends.but not to depend on them so much.
T: Then what friends for when u need their help and they can offer you?
C: For u i don't know?For my self,i would choose to be the one who offer rather then receive.
T: You think you r GOD,r? Just offer and don't receive help.
C: No,I do receive help form friends,but if i can offer help to them when they need,i will be more
happy.
T: That's why all your friends like to make use of you.
C: They can think what ever they like or taking advantage form me.The things is i am happy to
help them.
T: Don't you see,all your friends always want you to help them more then they help you.
C: Yes,i know.But i don't think that's is a problem.i willing to help them and not by force.
T: When the time u need help,do they help u?
C: Not most of they will.
T: So,what for u help them!
C: I just do whatever i can do.For if i in their mind,when they need help,i will be happy.
T: Wake up! Don't do all stupid things!
C: Yes,you can see me as a stupid person,lo.But i will still be like that no matter how you don't
like me to be.
T: May be you not yet meet the one who hurt you deeply,lo.
C: No,you are wrong.I had been meet.It hurt until i cry for it,angry for it and sad for very long.
Until i got loose hope for all friends.
T: Then why u still do stupid things for them now?
C: Because i change my thinking at friends.Don't always think at the sad case,and you will meet
a good one in future.
T: When that day will be?1 year,2 year or more then that?
C: I don't know.But i believe it sure let me found one days.
T: then you keep dreaming,lah!
C: If like what you think,isn't that be so sad of you?
T: No,i just be more realistic.
C: But you not happy,you will always feel sad.don't you think,that will be not word it.
T: No!
C: What ever you like.i won't make you as me,and i hope you can also don't make me as you.
o.k?
T: Just take care of your self,don't let me worry,lah.
C: Don't worry,i will always be the lucky one,Yeah!
C: If there didn't take care of them self first,would u always take care them?
T: No,but at least let people know what r they doing or busy for,ma!
C: They may be just busy or doing some thing important.
T: Busy until can't answer call,if that people dying,no need to save,lo!
C: If that person dying,is it better he/she call 999,better then call friend?
T: Especially those just got boy friend or girl friend,more worse!
C: They sure will be more concentrate on their partner,what.
T: Got couple,not need friends already,lah!
C: Yes,u also need.But when the started time in love,sure they will be more close,what!
some more for those who just first time fall in love,u also been thru what.
T: U can see i not like that,what!
C: Every one not the same,lah.Don't you put all of them as you.
T: Why they take it so important then rather friends?
C: Because couple is to live together forever,and friends not most of the time need to be gather.
T: But you also need friends,what!
C: Yes,every one need friends.but not to depend on them so much.
T: Then what friends for when u need their help and they can offer you?
C: For u i don't know?For my self,i would choose to be the one who offer rather then receive.
T: You think you r GOD,r? Just offer and don't receive help.
C: No,I do receive help form friends,but if i can offer help to them when they need,i will be more
happy.
T: That's why all your friends like to make use of you.
C: They can think what ever they like or taking advantage form me.The things is i am happy to
help them.
T: Don't you see,all your friends always want you to help them more then they help you.
C: Yes,i know.But i don't think that's is a problem.i willing to help them and not by force.
T: When the time u need help,do they help u?
C: Not most of they will.
T: So,what for u help them!
C: I just do whatever i can do.For if i in their mind,when they need help,i will be happy.
T: Wake up! Don't do all stupid things!
C: Yes,you can see me as a stupid person,lo.But i will still be like that no matter how you don't
like me to be.
T: May be you not yet meet the one who hurt you deeply,lo.
C: No,you are wrong.I had been meet.It hurt until i cry for it,angry for it and sad for very long.
Until i got loose hope for all friends.
T: Then why u still do stupid things for them now?
C: Because i change my thinking at friends.Don't always think at the sad case,and you will meet
a good one in future.
T: When that day will be?1 year,2 year or more then that?
C: I don't know.But i believe it sure let me found one days.
T: then you keep dreaming,lah!
C: If like what you think,isn't that be so sad of you?
T: No,i just be more realistic.
C: But you not happy,you will always feel sad.don't you think,that will be not word it.
T: No!
C: What ever you like.i won't make you as me,and i hope you can also don't make me as you.
o.k?
T: Just take care of your self,don't let me worry,lah.
C: Don't worry,i will always be the lucky one,Yeah!
2008年6月1日星期日
"what is the meaning of a real friend?"
T: All friends r selfish.
C: Not al,lah.
T: Who say?I have seen so many of them the same.
C: Will got some is exceptable.
T: No and non.
C: Got.
T: Please wake up,in the real world,non of one is yr real friend!
C: Is just you not yet meet them.
T: I have beem so many sad case already,i don't really belive in that.
C: You can make your friend become what you wish for every time.
T: I didn't.But They will always put them self first.
C: They have thier own life style,o.k?
T: No,I also have my own life,but when ever they need help from me,i will think for them first.
C: Yes, but you r not them,may be that moment u need help,they got other thing to be done,leh.
T: They should let me know instead of not answering all my call.
C: Yes,you r correct.But may be they got their problem that need to do n can't answer yr call.
T: Then why they need phone for.
C: Sometime friend is always beside u,or when u need them,they will not always there.
T: Then what is friends for?all friend just know to take avantage form u only,lah.
C: Yes,but i don't think that's not good for me.
T: Then u be the stupid to do all for that.
C: No,i am happy because i feel that i still have some use to them.
T: That's why u always use by yr friends,lo.
C: I don't think that is a problem to me.
T: Don't u feel that is not fair to you?
C: No,i just did what i am happy for.
T: But end up they just always didn't pay back any thing to u.
C: Why i need them pay back?The moment i offer help,i will not hope for pay back.
T: Yes,but when u need help,they didn't turn up.
C: When that moment if they give help,i will be very happy.But they done,it means i need to settle by myself what.Why always need to depent on them?
T: That's why i said they are all selfish.
C: It depent on how u accept it.May be is the way you choose friends is not correct.
T: Then you means you very good in choosing friend,right?
C: No, i just feel that i am lucky to have all my friends.
T: Your friends also using you only what.
C: We are using each other.
T: But they using you more.
C: They did what they want and i did what i can and i happy for that.
T: Why u can do all those thing,ha?
C: That's me.
C: Not al,lah.
T: Who say?I have seen so many of them the same.
C: Will got some is exceptable.
T: No and non.
C: Got.
T: Please wake up,in the real world,non of one is yr real friend!
C: Is just you not yet meet them.
T: I have beem so many sad case already,i don't really belive in that.
C: You can make your friend become what you wish for every time.
T: I didn't.But They will always put them self first.
C: They have thier own life style,o.k?
T: No,I also have my own life,but when ever they need help from me,i will think for them first.
C: Yes, but you r not them,may be that moment u need help,they got other thing to be done,leh.
T: They should let me know instead of not answering all my call.
C: Yes,you r correct.But may be they got their problem that need to do n can't answer yr call.
T: Then why they need phone for.
C: Sometime friend is always beside u,or when u need them,they will not always there.
T: Then what is friends for?all friend just know to take avantage form u only,lah.
C: Yes,but i don't think that's not good for me.
T: Then u be the stupid to do all for that.
C: No,i am happy because i feel that i still have some use to them.
T: That's why u always use by yr friends,lo.
C: I don't think that is a problem to me.
T: Don't u feel that is not fair to you?
C: No,i just did what i am happy for.
T: But end up they just always didn't pay back any thing to u.
C: Why i need them pay back?The moment i offer help,i will not hope for pay back.
T: Yes,but when u need help,they didn't turn up.
C: When that moment if they give help,i will be very happy.But they done,it means i need to settle by myself what.Why always need to depent on them?
T: That's why i said they are all selfish.
C: It depent on how u accept it.May be is the way you choose friends is not correct.
T: Then you means you very good in choosing friend,right?
C: No, i just feel that i am lucky to have all my friends.
T: Your friends also using you only what.
C: We are using each other.
T: But they using you more.
C: They did what they want and i did what i can and i happy for that.
T: Why u can do all those thing,ha?
C: That's me.
2008年5月20日星期二
"busy month"
this month seem to b very busy for me.
need to move office,need to attend friend's wedding,need to visit friend that just give birth.
so many things group together n need to settle in this month....
really so tired,no mood n no form to eat now.
some time just wonder "Y DO HUMAN NEED TO EAT?"
keep asking my self,if i no need to eat,it is will b more easy?
but when not the correct time to eat,i eat a lot,sometime i even eat non stop.
i think i want to went crazy alrdy................................
need to move office,need to attend friend's wedding,need to visit friend that just give birth.
so many things group together n need to settle in this month....
really so tired,no mood n no form to eat now.
some time just wonder "Y DO HUMAN NEED TO EAT?"
keep asking my self,if i no need to eat,it is will b more easy?
but when not the correct time to eat,i eat a lot,sometime i even eat non stop.
i think i want to went crazy alrdy................................
2008年5月4日星期日
2008年4月30日星期三
sorry for"left manner"
very sorry for left manner.
really no form n mood to write any things right now.
please give me some time,i will b back,back to blogging again.
really no form n mood to write any things right now.
please give me some time,i will b back,back to blogging again.
2008年4月3日星期四
"Right manner"
In a hot afternoon.
W: What a hot day?
D: Yes.
A: Why u come here alone?
U: Ya,lo.Where is yr husband?
W: He is busy.
U: What is he busy about now?What kind of business he involce now?
W: Any job that can earn money,he will do.
A: o.k.That's good.
U: but he should come here to pray yr grandfather what?
A: Yes.Didn't c him come to pray before n after married?
W: He can't attend all this kind of function.
D: Yes,he told me before.
U: Oh,like that.
A: Then he side,he got went to pray?
W: No for the place like this.
U: How about u?Have u go pray that side?
W: Got.
D: She should be go there to pray as his wife.
W: but some time will feel that no fair to my side.
D: If he really can't make it,why want to force him.
W: But at lease he got put some effort to drive me here.
D: May be he got other urgent things that need him more.
W: Take some time out also can't meh?
D: As a wife,don't u stand more on yr husband situation n think of it.
W: Yes i know,but just....
U: No need to talk so much if can't change the situation.
W: .....................
(After lunch,went back office,look at husband still sit infront of computer.)
W: Have u take yr lunch?
H: Just take a bit.
W: Why didn't ask me to pack for u?
H: Don't want to disturb yr time sharing with yr family.
W: ................
H: Why they didn't droup u home?
W: U ask me to back office.
H: O.k. sit so long in office alone.
W:........(if u went,u not need to wait here,but u can't.I understand)
H: Let's go home!
W:........(Actually r u feel bad that can't attend all this kind of function....)
H: Why spend so long there?
W: No,we spend more time at lunch.
H: Very hungry alrdy...
W: ..................
A long the way home,he didn't say a word..........
(to be continue.........)
W: What a hot day?
D: Yes.
A: Why u come here alone?
U: Ya,lo.Where is yr husband?
W: He is busy.
U: What is he busy about now?What kind of business he involce now?
W: Any job that can earn money,he will do.
A: o.k.That's good.
U: but he should come here to pray yr grandfather what?
A: Yes.Didn't c him come to pray before n after married?
W: He can't attend all this kind of function.
D: Yes,he told me before.
U: Oh,like that.
A: Then he side,he got went to pray?
W: No for the place like this.
U: How about u?Have u go pray that side?
W: Got.
D: She should be go there to pray as his wife.
W: but some time will feel that no fair to my side.
D: If he really can't make it,why want to force him.
W: But at lease he got put some effort to drive me here.
D: May be he got other urgent things that need him more.
W: Take some time out also can't meh?
D: As a wife,don't u stand more on yr husband situation n think of it.
W: Yes i know,but just....
U: No need to talk so much if can't change the situation.
W: .....................
(After lunch,went back office,look at husband still sit infront of computer.)
W: Have u take yr lunch?
H: Just take a bit.
W: Why didn't ask me to pack for u?
H: Don't want to disturb yr time sharing with yr family.
W: ................
H: Why they didn't droup u home?
W: U ask me to back office.
H: O.k. sit so long in office alone.
W:........(if u went,u not need to wait here,but u can't.I understand)
H: Let's go home!
W:........(Actually r u feel bad that can't attend all this kind of function....)
H: Why spend so long there?
W: No,we spend more time at lunch.
H: Very hungry alrdy...
W: ..................
A long the way home,he didn't say a word..........
(to be continue.........)
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